A pen that stutters..

Somedays I do have wished upon mythical powers ,

to plant ideas in my head
to make me feel less dead..
but all I have heard in the dead of the silent nights is my watch going tic -tic tic- tic
and my insecurities going berserk.
I wish I could continue this story and a thousand others,
but here I am holding a pen that ‘stutters’.