After so long…

I picked up a pen and paper

and as I sat, I felt this hollow in my heart like I cant breathe but just write.

I felt an old pain that has surfaced above , like a lost message in the bottle .

l felt the fear building around my bones,

all the uncertainity biting on my soul.

I sensed this strange, scary but , so familiar darkness around me.

After so long , I felt that my mind had too much to say but my heart was numb.

The page before me was blank.